H3y everyone. so srry i havent updated or change this xanga in soo long well, lets say 3 weeks of school there is already soo much drama ... mah god, too dramatic. My arch enemy is bak & out for revenge but i ignore it ... i now, forgot about the past i was soo caught up in a long tym ago ... i mean albert ... mah soo called past because i think i found something else that means soo much ... someone i forgot, something i left a long tym ago. a new guy i cant seem to let go of ... even if i only knew him for a while now & in the past ...

 10:26 am //Sorry... Everyone Im back but my comp. Is bustin' my xanga soo it's really hard to get back to all of you lol ummm...well, hope you like my new xanga and playlist lol....All of my fav. songs are on there!~ :::** The m0ment I looked into his eyes, when  I saw him cry...I wondered how I was going to see the way I looked at him before...And now I wish I could be with him  forever more**:::~ Dedicated to one I thought I loved and once loved me back....

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   11:26  <what all of us relate on>:

    What the azn crew expeirenced this summer, was the feeling of hate, anger, and jealousy.... Everyone had there own problems...and telling from my own life...I do....bueacuz I've started to fall in love with someone that'll kill another's heart....I can't bear all of this for soo long...All the tragity begins to clear up but now I seem to wonder how the crew is gonna stay together...But we can't hold on nor look back on what we did... never shall we remember, just to hold onto somethig else....Ayways : Why let go of something that made you feel soo real, even for that moment....Why let go of those you love?

 it'`s hard to wait around
  for something that you know
           will never happen ..
   but it'`s harder to stop
when you know it'`s everything
     you'`ve always wanted .. <3.

remember when ..  friends didnt lie to you;
&& the worst thing anyone ever called you was a meanie.
          remember when ..you were judged on how nice you were;
&& how you only wanted to hear "i love you" from your mom?
         well now ..friends barely tell you the truth;
girls will call you a ton of things that will make you want to break down &cry
            now your judged on how expensive your clothes are
&& you`d give up every single time your mom
              ever told you how she loved you;;
                      just to hear him say it just one more time.

~** Everytime I write your name on a foggy window... It fades aways like you were never there**~

<This is not original...I just thought it meant something to me..>